Tamara Hawk – Psychic, Medium

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I have been running a little behind the past while. I’ve had quite a few appointments but had some personal stuff going on so haven’t been able to do quite as many as I normally do.

All is okay with me, there’s nothing wrong, just some things that I have had going on that have kept me from writing as many blog posts and from getting to some emails.

At this time I am not doing in-person readings. I haven’t actually done one since December of last year. I will likely resume the in-person readings at some point, but I really have no idea when.

I am going to have a special through March 2011 for anyone who would like to book a one hour phone reading. It will only apply to One Hour phone readings.

If you book with me via email and pay for your reading before the end of March 2011, a one hour phone reading will be $200.00.
(That is a 20% discount off the regular price.)

Just an update for everyone. I’ve done some readings over the last week, but haven’t been able to accommodate everyone. Its been a rather interesting time for me.

I got back from my trip to Phoenix and decided that I needed to try and fit everyone in ~ preferably all within a two week period.

I am thinking that the Universe had other plans for me. Last Friday, while at the barn I hurt my knee, quite badly actually. I was walking out of the barn, and someone tugged a hose that I was walking over and I went flying. Landing right on my knee. I spent three days just reading books on my recliner with my leg up. That was fine. I had bought a couple of books in Phoenix that I wanted to read anyway so it was nice to have a “forced” couple of days off to do just that.

Once my leg felt good enough to be able to sit at my PC, (on Sunday/Monday) I started to get back to some people about readings, doing what I could to book people in. I was well on my way to having some things booked when my PC got a virus. A very unusual occurrence for me because I have my PC set up like Fort Knox. I worked on it myself for a day, all day Monday, but just couldn’t get rid of it. The next morning I called my Anti-Virus provider and they helped clear everything up. Apparently there was something wrong with their software, a glitch that they are working on. I won’t mention them here, because I really like their product, have used it for years, and don’t want to give them any bad press. They were super helpful and had me back up and running quickly (once I got into an online chat with them).

Then we got to later in the day on Tuesday. We are going through a cold snap at the moment. Very cold. I don’t do well in the cold so I had been thinking that I would get a bunch of stuff (and phone readings), done through this week. I could stay home, work, avoid going to the barn where its freezing, and still feel like I was being productive. It was a great plan (or so I thought). That’s when the power started going off. I consider us very lucky because it didn’t go off and stay off for days or anything. Our house is staying reasonable warm, we haven’t had to pull out the generators and none of our food has spoiled. On Monday evening, we even just played board games as a family by flashlight which proved to be quite a bit of fun!

However, the power has been going off quite regularly for about 45 hours or so. So while trying to be productive, I’ve had the power go off in the middle of sending an email, in the middle of trying to get rid of a computer virus, in the middle of blog posts, phone calls, you name it. Pretty much everything I have “planned” to do over the last week or so has been completely shut down.

YOU THINK I WOULD LEARN!!! I’m not a big believer in coincidences. I’ve had lots of Angels around me for about a month too. I know they are there to help me through something, I just haven’t figured out what yet. Apparently though, it has very little to do with work. I say this, because every time I try to work something happens. I’m even saving this blog post every couple of sentences just in case the power goes out again ~ I don’t want to lose it all. I am sure if I write something that I’m not supposed to the power will go out and I’ll lose it anyway.

Another interesting thing is that I am not the only one who fell down last week. In less than a 24 hour period me, my mom, and my sister all took a dive. My sister first, the night before me (she lives in Alberta and I didn’t even know until yesterday that she fell), and my mom slipped on ice about 8 hours after I had my fall (she is okay too). I should also say that the three of us are VERY close.

I toyed with the idea that “stuff happens”, and that maybe it was a coincidence. However, we all ‘see things’, get ‘signs’ regularly, and none of us believe in coincidences. We decided that we would each meditate on it and see if anything came up.

In the meantime, I decided to just draw a Rune out of my Rune bag…not something I do very often, just once in a while on a whim. I drew “Perth”, the Rune of Initiation, reversed. I read what it said but wasn’t certain it applied so I just left it for a bit. A few hours later I decided that I’d pop onto this divination website I know of and see what it would say if I just drew a Rune there. The question I asked both times was “What is it that all three of us need to know, what were the ‘falls’ trying to tell us”.

Anyway, guess what? I got the exact same Rune, Reversed. This is what my Rune book says:

A counsel against expecting too much, or expecting in the ordinary way, for the old way has come to an end: You simply cannot repeat the old and not suffer. Reversed, this rune puts you on notice to call in your scattered energies and concentrate on your own life at this moment, your own requirements for growth. More important “Perth” counsels you not to focus on outcomes, not to bind yourself with the memory of past achievements; in so doing, you rob yourself of a true present, which is the only time in which self-change can be realized.
You may feel overwhelmed with exhaustion from meeting obstruction upon obstruction in your passage. Yet you always have a choice: you can see all the apparent negativity as “bad luck” or you an recognize it as an obstacle course, a challenge specific to the initiation you are presently undergoing. Then each setback, each humiliation, becomes a test of character. When your inner being is shifting and reforming on a deep level, patience, constancy and perseverance are called for. So stay centred, see the humor, and carry on regardless.

I think this is pretty cool. Seems to apply to this past week quite well. So here is where I stand. I am taking a few days off. Almost completely. Hopefully “almost” will be good enough. I do have some things that I need to do and I will take care of those. I have some people that I really need to email back because they’ve been waiting for a while (you know who you are). I will give it a shot, however I am not prepared to make any promises at this point.

I am going to Vegas at the beginning of December with a group of women from the barn. Its the National Rodeo Finals and I expect it will be a lot of fun. There’s only a week left in this month, so it could very well be after my return that I actually get readings booked. I give up trying to control it. I hand it over to God and my Angels to take care of, I am sure they will let me know when I’ve got the “all clear” to fit in some more readings. Whether its next week, or December, or January, all I know for certain, is that it will happen for me (and for you), if and when the time is right.

Thanks for reading, with love, Tamara

If you have never tried to contact me before, please do not be put off by that title. It doesn’t always take me a long time to reply to e-mails. Occasionally, I even reply to them within minutes of receiving them, that is, if I happen to be sitting at my computer.

If it takes me a while to get back to you, please do not take it personally. I do everything I can not to get your ‘stuff’ when I get your e-mail so it is very very rare, when I get an email and think – ‘that person has weird/bizarre/negative energy, I better not engage their energy’. As a matter of fact that has happened probably a total of about 3 times in my life. If you take into account that I get hundreds (maybe thousands, I’ve never really counted them all) of e-mails a year, if I haven’t got back to you in a timely manner it likely has more to do with me than it does to do with you.

I am forever talking about us creating our own reality.

Here is the reality I have tried (and mostly succeeded), in creating.

The list could go on and on and on.

The way I have set things up for myself is simple. If I am too tired to sit at my computer, or to reply to an email or to do a quality reading, I won’t do it. Its pretty easy and straightforward.

Some people may think that this means I do not care about you. That couldn’t be farther from the truth actually, I do care. I have just chosen to care about myself as much as I care about you. That is a hard one for a lot of people to get their mind around. Self care. Wow, aren’t we supposed to put others before ourselves?

Yes and no. I put my son and his needs before my own (only to the extent that me being his mother requires though). If he wants me to help him clean his room or do his laundry (hardly life threatening), and I want to go to the barn and ride my horse – my needs come first. If he wants me to fix his dinner because he just played soccer for four hours and I’m sitting and reading a book, I would likely put his need for dinner before my need to relax. It is all about priorities.

Here I am almost getting off-topic again. I’ve always got so much to say, it is sometimes hard for me to just “get to the point” (something my wonderful husband can certainly relate to I’m sure).

Back to replying to e-mails and such. Two years ago I was in really rough shape. I could not do more than one thing a day, usually in the morning. Which meant, if I did readings in the morning, I could not vacuum the house (as a matter of fact, I usually didn’t even have the energy to fix myself lunch). If I went to the barn to ride, I would do so and come home and sleep. If I had to go out in the evening, I did nothing all day and then had a nap that afternoon just so I had enough energy to leave the house. I weighed 30 pounds more than I do now, I was pale, had black circles under my eyes all the time, was impatient with my family, and felt horrible almost every day. I ended up taking about 8 months off from doing any readings at all.

I took some time for me and got myself healthier. I worked with my naturopath, my doctor, my family, and my guides. I got some rest, I meditated a lot. I actually took some time out for myself.

This leads me to here. For the most part I feel good on any given day. As I wrote above, I have the reality that I have worked for years to create. Sometimes the creation process felt hard, sometimes it felt easy. Most of the time whether it was easy or difficult was just the way I was perceiving it at the time.

The simple reason for me occasionally taking my time to get back to you is that I am caring for myself too. I don’t have an assistant that can get back to you. I have tried auto-responders but that didn’t work for me. More often than not I do not know how I will be feeling, or what I will feel like doing three weeks from now, so I don’t like to book that far in advance.

When I have a day or a few days where I am doing a lot of readings it tires me out. Plain and simple. I used to think that if I was so good at creating my reality and if I was so practiced at energy work I should be able to simply connect to Source Energy and voila, I’d be fine.

Fact is, they tire me out. Sometimes I become a bit of a hermit for a few days (or longer). Don’t talk to anyone on the phone, don’t go out of the house. Just sit and flop and rest. Can’t even get my mind and energy around writing or reading or hanging with my family or riding my horse. I just flop, zone out and regenerate.

I don’t mind doing this sometimes. One of the reasons I came here on this trip to Earth was to do my readings. I want to help people, I like my work. I have just made a concious decision that I cannot do this every week of my life. In the past few months I actually felt like I had “got a life”. Its a really nice feeling, and I would like to keep it. Had I kept doing what I was doing a couple of years ago I would likely either be in a hospital or a loony bin, or just sitting on the couch doing nothing, weighing 600 pounds. The years I have left to share messages would be gone. At the rate things are going now, I will likely be writing and sharing and educating for many years to come. I like that reality a lot better than martyrdom and thinking that I always have to put others first, even to the detriment of myself.

Hi all,

My e-mail wasn’t working yesterday. My ISP is Telus and apparently lightning struck some of their equipment in Edmonton and put their e-mail servers down all over the place. Interesting how small the world is getting, here I am on the Coast of BC and a lightning strike in Edmonton can shut me down for over 24 hours.

If you sent me an email in the past couple of days, you may need to re-send it, as I know that I missed quite a few. I am not sure if they are ‘out there’ somewhere and I will eventually get them, or if they are gone forever.

On the positive side of this, I ended up going to the barn and riding my horse. I have been working a lot lately. As much as I haven’t posted as many blog entries as usual in the past month or two I have been busy doing readings and tending to e-mails and just being busy with all the paperwork I have on a daily basis. I have only been riding once a week since June. My horse is getting a little hyper and unruly, he’s a Thoroghbred and they are bred for racing so they need a lot of exercise, which I haven’t been able to do lately. (Or…more likely, I just haven’t made the time to do lately ~ we do create our own stuff after all).

It was nice to have a day where there was nothing I could do on-line. Every time I thought about what I had to do, it was related to sitting at my PC and that wasn’t going to work yesterday. It gave me a great opportunity to just get out of the house and enjoy nature and my horse for a while. I didn’t have a choice but to let go of work for a day.

It did me a world of good, and I am grateful to the Universe for providing a much needed rest for me.

Its funny too. Well, I guess not ‘funny” haha, but yet another example of the Universe providing what we need, and us manifesting what we require. My husband had quite a lot of work lined up and was feeling like he was working too hard. There was quite a bit of paperwork for him to do, and he’s been trying to find the time to build content for his website and get some things in order. Well, he put his back out a bit yesterday. Nothing major, but it will likely be a week before he can go out and do the heavy stuff. What a perfect opportunity for him to get things done that he’s wanted to do around the office.

Next time something appears to go sideways for you, stop and look at it closely. What have you wanted to do, or be, or accomplish that you haven’t made the time for? If you look at it from a different perspective, can you see how you may have created exactly what you wanted? Now that things don’t appear to be as you planned them, what can you do with what you have now in your experience of your life? Think of something postive, get going on it, and focus on what you can do, not on what you can’t!

Just a quick update on things…just in case you’ve noticed that my blog posts have slowed down a wee bit, or you are waiting for an email from me.

We had a big party last weekend, end of the school year, kick off the summer, birthday party for both me and my husband (we were born 3 days apart). We had 42 people here, and 12 stayed until the next day. It was a really good time and it is something that we do at the end of June every year.

No, I didn’t over-do it and take a week to recover

It’s just that getting ready for so many people to come and visit, and then cleaning up afterwards, and trying to get back to normal can sometimes put other things on the back burner. I was also quite booked up with readings last week and didn’t get much down time to just relax and write.

So, hopefully, this week I will be able to focus on getting things a little more caught up, and have a great blog post or two to share.

In Love and Gratitude,
Tamara